All Of A Sudden

All of a sudden,

I feel alone...

A loner to face the world 

Left with no friends...

Left with none to rely upon...

All of a sudden,

I want to cry...

Cry out loud

And tell the world that,

I can still get up and fight

All of a sudden,

I want to hide

Hide in darkness...

So that none can see me

And make fun of me...

All of a sudden, 

I want to run away...

To an unheard place

And never come back

To the place where i actually belong

All of a sudden,

I feel i am a coward..

Scared to meet people

Scared to lose old people

Scared of everything....

All of a sudden,

Things just happened...

Things beyond my control....

I lost a lot of people...

Whose close substitute can never be found….